Going Through The Motions

The world is crumbling down
When does this get better
I need a little sunshine
Tired of stormy weather
It's been raining a long time
Eroding away my soul
I wanna feel some warmth
I'm tired of the cold
Luck really needs to turn my way
Before I fall apart
In the seasons and in my life
I'm ready for summer to start

The rain is starting to freeze
Sleet pounding my emotions
I'm begging any entity please
Let me stop going through the motions

Everything I do goes wrong
I'm ready for the right
I'm tired of always feeling this way
This constant fucking fight
I feel like I am cursed
Or God just doesn't like me
Something from the astral plane
Always fucking fights me
I need to know who I pissed off
And how to call a truce
Every day it's something new
Tightening the noose

My soul is starting to freeze
Killing all my emotions
I'm pleading with whoever's out there
Let me stop going through the motions