Standing In The Rain

The drugs are kicking in again
I finally feel like me
I feel numb without them
Wallowing in misery
I'm not worried about sin
Only who I want to be
Sometimes my patience grows thin
Inebriation is the key

I don't want to remember today
I need something to take me away
I want to feel nothing, it's better than the pain
That I feel when I'm sober, like I'm standing in the rain

The alcohol is taking hold
It's better off this way
When I'm sober I feel cold
And I don't want another day
I am feeling so old
Like I'm ready to decay
Covered in a thick mold
Nothing that I want to say

I don't want to remember tonight
Nothing left when I wake up to the light
I don't want my life to be plain
But I know I'll wake up standing in the rain