Inside The Mind Of A Depressed Person

I feel like I need adventure back in my life
I'd love to share these adventures with my wife
Depression gets the best of me on a daily basis
I never feel like I can do anything, like I'm stuck in stasis
I need to find my spark so I can relight my fire
Instead I lay in this house always fucking tired
I can't afford to do most things I consider fun
Plus it's fucking winter so there isn't much warm sun
This funk has taken over and I need a quick way out
Don't wanna sit here on my ass and always fucking pout
I'm losing interest in everything that I used to enjoy
I feel like a child that's bored with all my toys
I wish someone would help me and show me another way
Until that time comes to me, I'll sit here and decay

My mind is my worst enemy
It fights me constantly
I'm starting to feel like
I'll be depressed for eternity
I wish it would ease up
So my next smile won't be fake
I wish I didn't feel like
I am about to break

Another day to sit here bored on the internet
Looking for my ray of sunshine, haven't found it yet
There has to be an escape somewhere, but I just can't see it
There has to be a happy person inside, but I just can't be it
Money problems piling up really don't help my brain
If I acted all my thoughts you'd think that I'm insane
I'm just a person pushed to far by this life I'm in
When I wake up tomorrow this will all begin again

My mind is my worst enemy
It fights me every day
I'm starting to feel like
Nothing will be okay
I wish it would ease up
Give me a fucking break
I wish I didn't feel like
I didn't want to wake