Ashes

If I turn to ashes
Scatter me in Hell
I want to be perfect
Maybe that will complete the spell
Heaven doesn't work for me
No matter how hard I try
Try to be a better person
Only result is that I cry
The heat of Hell might dry my tears
Heaven is too cold
The mortal world invokes my fears
I don't think I can believe what I'm told

Ashes are the remains
Of the normal and insane
Ashes blowing in the wind
Scatter me and maybe one day I will win

Make the flames one hundred thousand degrees
Make sure it burns through flesh and bone
Killing all human disease
Killing the pain I call my own
My fucking failure ends
In a bright flash and extreme heat
Spontaneous combustion
From my head down to my feet
No more pain
Physical or mental
At this point
My life is only incidental

Ashes are the remains
Of the normal and insane
Ashes blowing in the wind
Scatter me and maybe one day I will win

Burn me like a witch

Burn me like a bitch

At this point it's the only way

for my life to make a switch