Stumbling Through Life

I'm chemically enhanced over half of the time
Looking for my home in a state of mind
Hoping I can find more of my kind
While I stumble through this thing we call life

I can't be a slave to a machine
Nobody else seems to get what I mean
Nobody else has seen the things I've seen
I'm not even sure if I'm alright

I can't seem to kill the thoughts in my head
Sometimes they make me wish I was dead
I need a better solution instead
One that actually turns out my way

The medicine isn't strong enough
But it props me up like a broken crutch
It really doesn't help that much
I don't know what to say

I want to live, not just exist
I want to live the things I've missed
I'm so sick of the what ifs
I don't know what to do

Somebody help to lift me up
Somebody help me feel the love
I know that I am capable of
I put my faith in you