Hey, Neitzeb

This little creature lives inside my head
I don't think it cares if I'm alive or dead
It whispers horrible things to my brain
Then everybody else thinks I'm insane

Hey, Neitzeb
Please, shut the fuck up
My sanity is at it's limit
I think I've had enough
I don't want to think these things
But I always do
I just wish I could break away
From you

The pain of staying alive
Is too much for me to bear sometimes
But I'm still here for now
Waiting for a better sign
Trying to be a good person
Without these thoughts leading me astray
Trying not to hear your words
Trying to resist for just one more day

Hey, Neitzeb
Please, shut the fuck up
My sanity is at it's limit
I think I've had enough
I don't want to think these things
But I always do
I just wish I could break away
From you

Another drink, another pill
I think I might be okay
Until I run out again
Trying to survive another day

The end can't come soon enough...