Demon in my Head

Why do I have these thoughts?
Why does nothing ever work?
And why when I talk about it
I'm the fucking jerk
What did I do wrong?
What can I do now?
And what the fuck is wrong
With me simply asking how?
When will this shit end?
When will I find Peace
When the fuck will I find a way
To make all this shit cease?
How am I supposed to live?
How can I make things go right?
How the fuck am I supposed to continue
To put up this endless fight?

There's a demon in my head
It won't go away
It continues to torture me
No matter what I do or say
There's a demon in my head
It's always been there
Picking at my sanity
I'm not sure if there's any left in there

What is left of who I am?
What have I become?
And what the fuck am I supposed to do
With a brain that has become numb?
When will I find the answer?
When can I be happy?
When can I finally live a life
That's not completely fucking crappy?
How can I make all this stop?
How can I kill this thing inside my head?
How can I find my true purpose
Before I end up dead?