Happiness Out of Reach

My favorite yogurt flavor is peach
I enjoy anime, one of my favorites is Bleach
I go creekin' all the time, occasionally I find a leach
I'm always eager to learn, but I still love to teach
Speak in slang all the time, but can use proper speech
Still it seems that happiness is just out of reach

Always try to smile, but usually in pain
I'm in love with the sunshine, but sometimes I prefer rain
Always like to live my life in the fast lane
Sometimes I strive for things Impossible to ascertain
Never like to live my life by what you consider plain
Living with the fear I might one day go sane

Some people get on me 'cause I do like to drink
Often times I do it 'cause it really helps me think
Most people can't handle that I like to live on the brink
I'm the fucking master of unfinished ink
Some people think that I always fucking stink
But I'm bringing more than the mother fucking kitchen sink

Bringing more knowledge than a member of Mensa
Most people think they know their soul, but mine runs much denser
Grab your fucking ear like a crawdead with a pincher
Haven't found a person yet that's able to make sense of
My thought pattern that always seems to be intenser
Stabbing close minded people like I was a master fencer