Wake Up

Another day of disappointment
How can I go on
I wish there was an ointment
To soothe what all goes wrong
Looking in the mirror
I don't like what I see
Wish I could make it clearer
I wish I wasn't me
Depression gets the best of me
Whenever I'm not manic
Riddled with anxiety
Always in a panic

Wish I could wake up someone else
I really don't like myself
I wish I could wake up not so fucking sad
Wake up not feeling this fucking bad

Another night of disappointment
Why should I go out
Get caught up in all the noises
I don't want to shout
Looking in the mirror
Who the fuck am I
Nothing's getting clearer
Time just passes by
Depression wins again
I'm way beyond manic
Anxiety's my only friend
I'm still in a panic

Wish I could wake up somewhere else
I don't want to be myself
I wish I could wake up not feeling insane
Wake up not in so much fucking pain