Make Me Feel Like God

I drink too much
I smoke too much
I act a little strange
I talk too much
I love too much
People think I am deranged
I think too much
I plan too much
Things I will never do
I hurt too much
I hate too much
I'm nothing like you

Sometimes I want death
Sometimes I want to live forever
The way my mind works
There's no such thing as never
Sometimes I sit and cry
Sometimes I smile like a saint
Sometimes I'm a stick figure
Sometimes I'm red paint
Sometimes I'm just abstract
I'm always a little odd
Sometimes I need a little pick me up
Make me feel like God

People are just animals
I am borderline cannibal
Feeding on negative thoughts
I tried so hard to fit in
No matter what, I never win
I can't be something I am not
People do not like me
I try to adapt, despite me
Somehow I am still alive
Feeding on what I can
I am more than just a man
Trying to thrive

Sometimes I want death
Sometimes I want to live forever
The way my mind works
There's no such thing as never
Sometimes I sit and cry
Sometimes I smile like a saint
Sometimes I'm a stick figure
Sometimes I'm red paint
Sometimes I'm just abstract
I'm always a little odd
Sometimes I need a little pick me up
Make me feel like God