Won't Help Me

Just appear in physical form so I can beat your ass
I feel like that's the only way that this will pass
You have caused so much inconvenience and pain
That you have finally driven me insane
I don't care who or what you are anymore
You're no better than some diseased whore
You try to ruin my life, right now you are succeeding
One of these days I'll make sure I see you bleeding
I need a spell to end this hell I keep on going through
I need a spell to end this hell...caused by you

God won't help me
The devil won't help me
It's like I'm stuck in purgatory
You won't help me
I can't help me
This is my existence

This shit has to end one way or another
Either you grow tired, or I go and join my mother
Then we would both exist on the same plane
And I could find some kind of vengeance for this pain
No one understands so you all call me crazy
Even the ones that don't always call me lazy
Just because I know things that you don't
I try to get you all to listen but you won't
I exist outside of your religions and beliefs
I know the real truth, so I never feel relief

The Goddess won't help me
Allah won't help me
I see beyond what you see
Buddha won't help me
Mithra won't help me
I'm doomed in my existence